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released January 1, 2011

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Track Name: dead like me
my existence has been altered and bled by grief
i would heal if i'm alive but instead i...

i was already gone before the song that you're hearing came on
when you came along departure had already been drawn
steady prolonged
existence is so heavy and long
you're getting me wrong
my killer was so pretty and blonde
she was a bomb in my chest
ticking quickly in stress
if it were less i'd've never been so nearly impressed
i dearly digress
it's better never near me so let's disconnect
or my death will be infectin' you next

my existence has been altered and bled by grief
i would heal if i'm alive but instead i bleed
i have mourned myself and i am being led by sleep
if you stay then i'll believe that you're dead like me

is it enough to justify my dying by love
by trying so much
my writhing flesh fighting for touch
you're trying your luck
your blood is drying dryer than rust
you don't wanna stay
i'm tellin' you what the fuck's up
i've first and foremost
been cursed to pour notes
i'm already dead
evaporate into ghost
so if you wish to slip and die
please stand by my side and be dead like me

my existence has been altered and bled by grief
i would heal if i'm alive but instead i bleed
i have mourned myself and i am being led by sleep
if you stay then i'll believe that you're dead like me

no matter what
from the blood on my hands you will believe
that i'm fucked
and i trust that you will want me to leave
i'll haunt you in sleep
i'll give you things i want you to keep
i'm not what you think
the ghost you think is me is a leak
in the fabric of space
her majesty raped
the tragedy shapes
and drastically scrapes
and lastly this fate's been strapped to my soul
if you move too close i'm never letting you go

i was never meant to fall in love this way
can't you see that what you're holding is my remains

you can't feel me
i'm not real these
words are nearly
disappearing
i died trying
keep on fighting
soon you might be
dead just like me
Track Name: clubtergeist
here i stand with a drink in my hand
i'm drinkin' again, the bass straight peakin' again
the week is at end
and everybody's out on the floor
and once more
a lot of people linin' up at the door
my eyes are locked on those locks of dark hair
i try to walk but i stop and park where
i find a spot and i try to not stare
i'm dyin' to talk but i'm tryin' to not care

i see you dancing on the floor every night
i need to know if you are really alive
something inside this club is drawing me to finally meet you
nobody knows you but then no one denies
this club is haunted i can tell by your eyes
i gotta bring you to me
i am truly hooked, you seem to move me

i'm stuck
i can't move, not gettin' up
no matter what, just sittin' here holdin' my cup
i'm outta luck if i think she's comin' to my place
her white face ghost like
sexy tight waist
i need to meet her, my dream's in ether
i need her pullin' me by my t-shirt
i seek the means to relieve my deep urge
i breathe deep heavily just waitin' to reach her

i see you dancing on the floor every night
i need to know if you are really alive
something inside this club is drawing me to finally meet you
nobody knows you but then no one denies
this club is haunted i can tell by your eyes
i gotta bring you to me
i am truly hooked, you seem to move me

i imagine that you know i stare directly at you
if you don't i wish there was a way if you only knew
i can tell that you are different
tell me how to get through
i need to reach into you

behind the veil between life and death
she dances sexy from right to left
in the night she rocks and in the day she rests
in that dress jet black lace over the chest
in time her name will be met with these lips
and i will know what it's like to be gripped
by darkness pressed in my heartless secrets
oh how i need this! oh how i need this!

i see you dancing on the floor every night
i need to know if you are really alive
something inside this club is drawing me to finally meet you
nobody knows you but then no one denies
this club is haunted i can tell by your eyes
i gotta bring you to me
i am truly hooked, you seem to move me
Track Name: raising the stake
take away this life from me
you can't stay with me
i can't live without you
i won't ever be complete
i admit defeat to everything about you

from the first time i laid eyes on you
i decided you were my kind
i knew my disguise could tie you inside of my
twisted rapture
you and i collide
and my uncountable years of hurt
were all worth the curse at first sight
like a true rebirth
and every church and cathedral crumbled
with the deepest rumble
and the evil unfolds

please put a stake through my heart
'cause i don't want my love to tear you apart
i held your doom from the start
you'll live forever with the wicked little curse of my mark

girl i'm afraid that you have to be my last tragedy
you'll be the last of me
i gotta say that we're past the peak
you gotta sharpen that steak 'cause i asked ya please

i was a king once, now i'm a slave
i was a great great man
now i sleep in a grave
there was a woman way back
long ago before you
please don't get mad 'cause you know i adore you
she tore through me with the curse of death
and left me like a dead man catchin' my breath
and i've slept through the day
ever since it was sealed
and if you stay i can promise you will never be healed

please put a stake through my heart
'cause i don't want my love to tear you apart
i held your doom from the start
you'll live forever with the wicked little curse of my mark

girl i'm afraid that you have to be my last tragedy
you'll be the last of me
i gotta say that we're past the peak
you gotta sharpen that steak 'cause i asked ya please

please put a stake through my heart
'cause i don't want my love to tear you apart
i held your doom from the start
you'll live forever with the wicked little curse of my mark
please put a stake through my heart
'cause i don't want my love to tear you apart
i held your doom from the start
you'll live forever with the wicked little curse of my mark

take away this life from me
you can't stay with me
i can't live without you
i won't ever be complete
i admit defeat to everything about you
Track Name: strung
my reflection is clear
when i look into the mirror she's here
stare right into her fair blue eyes
and fear their incredible level of hypnotizing
here's where my hands raise up when she winds me near
they're cold, my soul is non-existent
consistent rain takes me in an instant
resistance strains, she's just too distant
my princess pain makes me insistent
on self destruction
i cannot function
i got these strings and i cannot cut them
i cannot be, my life's just too much
and i cannot leave, without her i'm nothin'

if i don't suffer i don't love her
i would die on my own
her pain will keep me sane
i cannot live with dying alone
my heart is bleeding black
attacking everything in my mind
she made it just for me
a wicked lovely painful design

i'm all patched up and sewn
but falling to pieces
a marionette
my free will ceases
my hope's all gone
just taunts and teases
it reaches beyond my everything
and it freezes
my withering heart
and then i slivered apart
and i consider the winter i met her there in the park
it was a scarred dark day
when the rope made a mark
and and made a part of my mind
into part of her art

if i don't suffer i don't love her
i would die on my own
her pain will keep me sane
i cannot live with dying alone
my heart is bleeding black
attacking everything in my mind
she made it just for me
a wicked lovely painful design

as i wither away the thread animate my body alive
inside i imagine what it's like when you die
i know i wanna stay, though i'm living a lie
i wanna say i'm happy here with my buttons for eyes
they don't cry, they don't tear
they hide but hold fear
i try not to sigh with concise control
we're designed intertwined
but the line she holds dear
i might be blind but i'm fine, i cope here

no one's done this
no one's touched this
i'm her puppet
how i love it

if i don't suffer i don't love her
i would die on my own
her pain will keep me sane
i cannot live with dying alone
my heart is bleeding black
attacking everything in my mind
she made it just for me
a wicked fucking painful design
Track Name: undead and famous
each to his own
you haters better leave me alone
the seeds i have sewn
are budded from the weeds i have grown
freaks will be known
original is not a disease
it creeps from the bone
and no one's telling me who to be
i don't give a fuck if you know the president
unique is what i am
or else i wouldn't have said it bitch
i coulda been hella rich
i could be a doctor
i coulda been the shrink
your mama's makin' you talk to
ha ha
i'll never justify what i do
i ain't a tool
that'd be doing an impression of you
so take a swing
i'm undead
you try to be haters
but in the end all of you fools
are only making me famous
c'mon

i don't give a fuck if you like me
so keep talking shit 'cause i need you to hype me
if you could you would be just like me
but haters ain't talented
they're jealous and feisty

denial really isn't just a river in egypt
need ya to face the fact
that you will never be good as me
but if you could take a little time to recognize
you will see it
just through a second set of eyes
you'd realize you're defeated (fatality)
repeat attempts at hating me
result in me patiently
waiting every day for popular inflation to hasten me
into breaking down my nemesis
hater that's hating me
i'll be making a vacancy
for whoever's replacing these
(muthafuckas)
muthafuckas with a talent
that is really pretending
they wanna bitch about it
'cause they're feeling the envy
their brain is surely clouding
now that i'm in a frenzy
they're not very friendly


i don't give a fuck if you like me
so keep talking shit 'cause i need you to hype me
if you could you would be just like me
but haters ain't talented
they're jealous and feisty

bitch, i got a beat every day of the week
i gotta speak on the subject of being a freak
i gotta talk real slow so the haters can tell
i'm gonna rock this boat while i'm burning the sails
i'm on a conquest so get up outta my grill
i'm breakin' out this dope track harder than steel
you're gonna move to the groove baby
like it or not
this is the proof that the dude's droppin' serious rock
ha ha

back it up a minute let me just take a second
to tell the haters that i never would've written a record
if they had waited to be hatin' 'til my seventy second
it woulda saved all the debatin'
i would be playing checkers (king me)
i bet you all the haters play a game with their kin
'cause they ain't doing nothing cooler so they play to the end
except for maybe making fun of me and all of my friends
think you can win
it depends on if we sever your limbs
so keep playin'
i need you to be sayin' my name
i'm so vain there's a mirror wired up to my brain
i won't strain losing sleep so insult and complain
just please keep preaching louder
you're just feeding the flame

i don't give a fuck if you like me
so keep talking shit 'cause i need you to hype me
if you could you would be just like me
but haters ain't talented
they're jealous and feisty
Track Name: how to break a heart
i was living a lie
all i wanted was to wither and die
i didn't deny
that i was meant to shiver and sigh
a sliver of pride
believing in a love that would try
to better my mind
deliver what i never could find
and then you moved me
oh
like a hollywood movie
i knew we were meant to be together
and truly
in love like a real romeo and a juliet
like we were newlywed
oh what we knew we had

step one
tell him you're just friend
tell him that his heart is something to be entrusted
step two
give him a kiss
let him know that you are longing to be pressed to his lips
step three
tell him you love him
tell him that you know that all along it was just him
step four
cut his name in your flesh
tell him that you never knew the touch of someone to be better than this

a couple slits
beautiful cuts
into your wrist
it wasn't much
i was convinced
that you never would leave me
would never deceive me
my name was in your skin
you would always believe in me
but you were teetering
and slipping away
and i was patient and pathetic throughout every day
i would've gave everything to have faith in you
if i hadn't loved you so much i'd've never have hated you

step five
give him all that you are
make him feel like it's a miracle when you're in his arms
step six
love him larger than life
reach into his heart and give him all the will to survive
step seven
let it wither and wilt
tearing everything apart you know the two of you built
step eight
tell him that it was not true
and walk away from everything although he belongs to you

i drew my ring around your finger in pen
it seems so infinite
just like there wasn't an ending
i drew a picture of you to make you grin
to see you smile again
and watch your spirit ascending
i walked into a river colder than sin
to feel the touch of your skin
to feel your presence within me
now i am writing down my trying lament
realizing it was pretend
denying all the love and time we had spent

step one
tell him you're just friend
tell him that his heart is something to be entrusted
step two
give him a kiss
let him know that you are longing to be pressed to his lips
step three
tell him you love him
tell him that you know that all along it was just him
step four
cut his name in your flesh
tell him that you never knew the touch of someone to be better than this
step five
give him all that you are
make him feel like it's a miracle when you're in his arms
step six
love him larger than life
reach into his heart and give him all the will to survive
step seven
let it wither and wilt
tearing everything apart you know the two of you built
step eight
tell him that it was not true
and walk away from everything although he belongs to you
Track Name: the grave we dig
i guess you didn't know
that way back when I let go
it gets old waiting to live
i get no relief to seek peace
just struggle to be free
just puddles of me bleed
i subtly deep freeze
i can't seek these dreams in solitude
i've given up
maybe if you knew i would follow you
and i would do anything
if you push me to live
i'm gonna give in
this can't be all that there is

you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love
the music i have confided inside of your touch
is there because i need you so much
the line that divides myself from the light in my life
could fade if you knew i was enough
you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love

you always tell me
that i'm good enough to ascend
but i can't pretend
you're never really mine in the end
i try to contend
but i'm afraid of coming in last
the sum of my past
has made me what i am and i'm trapped
i can't escape
it's a musical nightmare
i try to regulate the way i think
so i might care
i fight fair
only to be crushed at the finish
and every minute
you're all that seems to help me replenish

you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love
the music i have confided inside of your touch
is there because i need you so much
the line that divides myself from the light in my life
could fade if you knew i was enough
you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love

i never knew
that someone could be so real
and so true
it's buried in the way that i feel
i go through
and barely find a way to be healed
to know you
will kill away the pain i conceal
so don't move
you're all that's supporting my faith
we broke through
in a dream i had about it awake
i told you
is what you said when we finally did it
and i admitted i was wrong
we had it from the beginning

you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love
the music i have confided inside of your touch
is there because i need you so much
the line that divides myself from the light in my life
could fade if you knew i was enough
you and i shall lie in the graves we have dug
and bury our selves in our love

nothing can stop us
we're in this together now
Track Name: dead sexy
she's got a little bit of demon in her
and she's not an angel but a dirty sinner
she got a lot of evil killing me slowly
she showed me she is perfect death
and roman only knows she's...

dead sexy
she gonna tear me apart
she'll never let me
escape from breaking my heart
she gonna wreck me
she gonna give me her mark
i'll go directly
to hell with her in my arms
she's dead...

my soul is passive in her omnipresence
out of control, faulty fully automatic weapon
i'm a tourist in her world made to serve
it's a chorus that she wants i gotta hit on a nerve
so i...

bow like a slave
down in my grave

i'm giving in to my sin to feel her pleasure in pain
i'm living in a consistent state of groveling shame
humility through killing me is filling me with her hate
she's stealing souls and dealing death
and wait i think she's...

dead sexy
she gonna tear me apart
she'll never let me
escape from breaking my heart
she gonna wreck me
she gonna give me her mark
i'll go directly
to hell with her in my arms
she's dead...

you think you can handle this
but this scandalous chick is vandalous
she gonna trap your soul in an amulet
and then scramble it
and manhandle it
so ya better burn three black candles quick
before your body's too cold for you to stand in it
i gotta ramble this off
you best respect these rhymes
'cause the girl on your mind is dead sexy

dead sexy
she gonna tear me apart
she'll never let me
escape from breaking my heart
she gonna wreck me
she gonna give me her mark
i'll go directly
to hell with her in my arms
she's dead...
Track Name: sally stitches
the spirits here must've cursed me
i'm losing today
'cause something new has reversed me
from my usual way
it may be true that it hurts me
i think it's my dream
i'm wrapped up
even though it tears you up at the seams
but this could mean
that my urge for change has come to be real
the way you feel is not apparent
though it isn't concealed
all i know is that i wanna bring the snow to this town
even though it probably means my dreams
could fall to the ground...

...right now

this holiday is a tragedy
you knew it was doomed
from the moment it was stolen
oh the shadow that loomed
i put your heart in a tomb
you really wanted to stop me
didn't listen to the vision
you were trying to drop me
i made me a copy
a version of self
and all the time that you were mine
i showed the signs of a deaf ear
no love had been left here
ignoring your breath dear
but now i promise i'ma stop
the fall of your next tear

i know i've been distracted and lately
i know i tried to pull the stars my way
i know it isn't too late to save me
i know that i might seem so far away
but tomorrow i'll make up for yesterday

now we can be dead eternally
together forever
this will be the return of me
evil now more than ever
all my clever little tricks dedicated to you
i can stitch you back together
like you're better than new
and i will be be your infinity
you can be my new grave
and giving into our entropy
we can dwindle away
and we will sin and eventually
we will both be okay
because we know it was meant to be
halloween every day

i know the happiness that escapes you
i know that you are still not too far gone
i know it isn't too late to save you
i know that i can sew your smile back on
i know i've been distracted and lately
i know i tried to pull the stars my way
i know it isn't too late to save me
i know that i might seem so far away
but tomorrow i'll make up for yesterday

i'm not gonna let you go
i'm gonna hold you close
'cause you make me whole
Track Name: my party
i been plottin' this gig the last six months
i bought a bottle this big with plastic cups
i got a keg in this fridge with taps in front
i'm gonna swallow this swig and that's it: drunk
and omfg, my soulmate left me
but girls i invited say i'm so dead sexy
they're dark and death slow
and you don't get me
i let go, giving into rockin' the death beat

i don't need to be a suicide
instead i'll bleed and be infected by
the dead disease and resurrected like
the blood sucking undead

oh, yeah, it's my party
and i'll die if i want to
oh, no, don't be sorry
'cause i promise i will come back to haunt you

goth girlies talk while they're walking toward me
but not like my ex-girlfriend who bored me
a shot to the dome i'm alone and horny
before these girls bite gimme some more please
them shots is taken, intoxicatin'
so pop the goth rock and lock the basement
a little bit nervous 'til i got to tastin' that blood
give it up, and i rot forsaken

i don't need to be a suicide
instead i'll bleed and be infected by
the dead disease and resurrected like
the blood sucking undead

oh, yeah, it's my party
and i'll die if i want to
oh, no, don't be sorry
'cause i promise i will come back to haunt you

oh, yeah, it's my party
and i'll die if i want to
oh, no, don't be sorry
'cause i promise i will come back to haunt you
Track Name: she's my ticket to hell
i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to touch you
i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to f...

my hands, your waist
my tongue, your sweet sweet taste
my rhythm, your hips
your breath, my quivering lips
my tears and your sweat
what you take, what i'm going to get
your body, oh my sould
you got me girl, i have no control

i want what i cannot have
i got a dead dead dream and soul that's burning
i gotta be so damn bad
i'm in love with sin and my soul is yearning

my love, your lust
your sin tangled in my trust
your grace and my push
what you want, and what i must
my violence, your strife
everything i am is all yours tonight
your precious pride and my shame
i'm glad i'm here and you're glad i came

this sinful part of me
is gonna kill my pain, gonna make or break me
it's in the heart of me
and it's you, you're deadly, girl just take me

oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul
oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul

my crazy, your insane
your beautiful pleasure and my beautiful pain
your faith, my lack thereof
you're gonna burn my hate with sinful love
your life and my death
and my chest pressed to your breast
and i'm sinful and you're sacred
you can fix this while i break it

i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to touch you
i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to f...

oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul
oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul

i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to touch you
i love you
i love you
oh god how i want to f...

oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul
oh
don't let me go
i wanna let you kill my self control
oh
filling up this whole
i'm in love with sin and i've sold my soul
Track Name: the veil
he was a sinner and a saint
a man of his faith
and if you knew him
then you knew him to believe in his fate
it was new then in his mind
he should think with his heart
it had been proven time and time again
and this was his art
it was when heaven meant together
never better apart
and it was bred into his soul
but bloodletting the dark
this was a foreshadow
unforseen events would occur
that would disturb sanctity
and make him slave to the curse

we all have our dreams
and most of us never see them
there is no good reason
there's nothing to believe in

there was a future once, it was himself
the world has turned so pale
beware the fruit you touch, it may contain your death
it hangs in the thin of the veil
those years of heartfelt fronts, to this a toast
the pain in this ethereal hell
so he has since gave up
and now he's nothing more than just a ghost

there was a dream (yep)
pouring from his seams it was big
and everybody has it happen
that's the way that it is
his was larger than his life would ever be
he would stick this
in anybody's face that paid attention to this kid
now with this said
there wasn't a get rich
for pulling from his head
the wickedest sick riffs
his soul in a sound that was more like a sickness
and down came reality to give him the quit slip

we all have our dreams
and most of us never see them
there is no good reason
there's nothing to believe in

and now we come to the place he awoke
and it appears to him
that he was never in on the joke
but it was quite an awakening
from the mirrors and smoke
and it was like it erased the thing
that he dearly had hoped
and so he rose
he was dead
but alive
and his breath
hadn't died
so he let
out a sigh
and he left
now he's knock knockin' on heaven's door
but it surely never opens when you're in purgatory

crying brings nothing
i believed something
those beliefs cost me
dying dreams haunt me

there was a future once, it was himself
the world has turned so pale
beware the fruit you touch, it may contain your death
it hangs in the thin of the veil
those years of heartfelt fronts, to this a toast
the pain in this ethereal hell
so he has since gave up
and now he's nothing more than just a ghost
Track Name: the grail
this scene
the only thing that really gets me frisky
a big stage on a big screen
this dream
career choice kinda risky
pinch me
but i will never wake
it's me
empty
until i hit a stage and a crowd
and kill a mic hyped tighter than is really allowed
kickin' it loud like an airplane hittin' the ground
i turn immortal like i changed my name to connor mcleod
my blood and sweat (tears)
ain't gave up yet (years)
i serve up sets (here's)
my only regret
that i did not get started quicker
from a lack of support
but then it figures when you're rockin'
you're a few friends short
but if you got it then you got it
don't consider the haters
you got a talent then you flaunt it
and you're rockin' it later
if you're a waiter you will wait
until you're dying in bed
and you'll debate you coulda made it
but it's too late dead

this is my body
this is my blood
this is my life
and this is my love
this is my heart
and this is my soul
this is my dream
and i'll never let go

like an obsession
loving every inch of the stage
like a possession of my soul
by demons out of their cage
my veins race when a page
comes together in ways
that makes slaves of emotion
in an ocean of waves
it's a drug and i'm so high
i'm stuck with it, oh my
because of this covenant
i have summoned a whole life
of touching every soul
that sees me holding my own mic
i hope that you know why
i know i can show my
commitment to spittin' shit
that will get you to listen
this is the ultimate mission
now let me make the incision
i will bleed all of my pain onto a record
and why
so you will know that roman only
knows he never will die
'cause in the eye of the beholder
or the ear of the fan
there lies a perfect piece of beauty
only they understand
and when you hear it
then you truly feel like you comprehend
your life is what you invent
and you will never give in

life was never what they told you to do
to see the light you gotta fight
for what you know to be true
you gotta show people you
the you that really believes
he can do anything he wants
and he proceeds to achieve
he only breathes what he does
only seeks what he loves
only needs to be free
so that he can be what he must
which is an addict enthusiast
of a passionate work
his symptomatic influence
is being passed to the earth
but that's the half of it
first you gotta give it some faith
a little time, a little effort
and a long ass wait
and it seems like you could break
but don't turn back in regret
just take more than you can take
develop what you possess
and when you know it then you know it
show it off when you can
and tell the prophets and the poets
you're the best that has been
and don't get off it
'til your coffin's dropping into the sand
and we'll be like "damn
the world is in the palm of your hand"


this is my body
this is my blood
this is my life
and this is my love
this is my heart
and this is my soul
this is my dream
and i'll never let go

i'm never going to give in to defeat
without my dreams i'm never truly complete
i know that i have what it takes to succeed
and there is nothing that i cannot achieve
Track Name: a valentine's day gift
all i ever really wanted was you
i wanted to move
forever in the wake of your groove
i wanted to do whatever it would take to get through
i wanted to choose
to never let it break it was true
i'd've given you life
entire right to decide
i'd've given up the knife and i just might be alive
why'd a little bit of trouble finally make you decide
to deny you and i on the night valentine's

why did you kiss me goodbye?

this year i spent the day in my bedroom
imagining what i would get
if i was to get you
a fresh new valentine
the kind that would trick you
to make you feel the way you felt
the day that i met you
oh
i remember
oh
it was when
there was no snow in denver
oh
it began
in that moment i froze in the life i had planned
but the road that was chose was the knife in my hand
and i'm

giving into the end
i don't know what to do
i can't start living again
if i'm not living with you
i've got this blade in my hand
and i just wanna be through
this is the last time i'll spend
valentine's day without you

it was everything to me
and you just threw it away
i've got forever left to bleed
but, fuck, it's better today
i thought that you would never leave
you promised that you would stay
did you consider that
before you fucking made me your slave?
this blade is sloppy
there's no one to stop me
i'm wiping all the blood
off of the shirt that you got me
it's awfully wet and saturated
and jet black
today is the next chapter
waiting for death happily!

giving into the end
i don't know what to do
i can't start living again
if i'm not living with you
i've got this blade in my hand
and i just wanna be through
this is the last time i'll spend
valentine's day without you

giving into the end
i don't know what to do
i can't start living again
if i'm not living with you
i've got this blade in my hand
and i just wanna be through
i'll never spend it again
valentine's day without you

giving into the end
i don't know what to do
i can't start living again
if i'm not living with you
i've got this blade in my hand
and i just wanna be through
this is the last time i'll spend
valentine's day without you